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[26 Oct 2003|02:29pm]
[ music | coheed and cambria ''In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth'' ]

i hate my life, last night i got very durkn, and done something i know i shouldnt of. i feel really dumb and i was depressed all night long, i broke my knuckle because i was punching alot of shit. walked into every mailbox on my street, and almost caught myself on fire, but it was fun so i really dont care. oh, and when boyle was sleepin she threw up on my floor so i beat the shit out of her so she would wake up and clean it, but she didnt and i was going to kill her. everyone was trashed, and i feel a lil bad because i got a 12 pack of naddies with roxxanes + kristins money and i drank mostly all of them. they only got 2 or 3. LOL not too good. well i gotta go clean Nolans house for him.

lots of love, even tho ill never know what love truly is.
<3 chelsea

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fuck a overbrook high school. [10 Oct 2003|12:25pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | dashboard confessional ''hands down'' ]

havent been in school fora couple daysssssss.... yeaaa.. im too cool 4 school.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.. so wont you kill me, so i die happy... my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

hands down this is the best day i can ever remember, ill always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers. and the time on the clock when we realized its so late. and this walk that we shared together. the streets were wet. and the gate was locked so i jumped it, and i let you in. and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist. and you kissed me like you meant it. and i knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
- i love this song -

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chelsea and ear love dez! hehe [19 Sep 2003|12:40pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | HAPPY B-DAY DEZZY! ]

HAPPY BIRFDAY DEZZY CHELSEA AND EAR LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!!!! =D
id love to spend the day wit ya! hehehehehe

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[18 Sep 2003|12:05pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | ptw-for a bandaged iris ]

school has been alright! and i dont careeeee!!! because i got my ppl.. sam pete a.j D-wizzle!! n all my other buddys.. im so happy yall stuck wit me! <3 yas
GOTTA GO TO COURT NOW.. BBS!

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school = poo ( words of dez ) [01 Sep 2003|12:37am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | brand new - the quiet things that no one ever knows ]

theres only about 3 more days til school.. damnnnnn ... NOT ENOUGH TIMEEEE!!! =D its ok.. cuz i only have to go for the first week hehehehehehehehehehe

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[30 Aug 2003|12:26pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | poison the well - for a bandaged iris =) ]

lifes a bitch.. then u die.. and rich is supposidly dying.. and my life is supposidly going to be made a living hell.. lol thats a good one.. but thats if i go to overbrook.. yea riiiiiiiiiiiiiight.. its alll good tho cuz im prolly goin to washington twp.. YEY I GET TO SEE DEZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 =D =D =D =D yesssssssssssssssssssss woo woo lol i love it! ...

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[26 Aug 2003|10:46pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | brand new - guernica ]

SO SICK SO SICK OF BEING TIRED AND OH SO TIRED OF BEING SICK


blah...felt like s hit for a while now... blah blah blah... my computer was broken for a while... i cant wait to go back to school.. oh my oh my oh my!!! =D

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[29 Jul 2003|01:51pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | hollerrr ]

i missed cheerleading practice today, im BAD... jeeze im such a rebel!! ;-) yeaaaaa... dez is soooooo cooL! yey! =D i heart you dezy!

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this summer goes on and off... [28 Jul 2003|11:25am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | brand new - sic transit gloria..glory fades ]

this summer is bein soooooo gay, it has alot of good times but people are soooooooooooo SHADY this summer! they all no who they are cuz they are officially labeled the shadyist people of summer!!! me n a.j labeled them ourselves!!! me n sam r soooooo weird.. but were too cool to say why and as one person says.. its ill nasty

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[04 Jul 2003|12:43am]
oh so bored and oh so TIRED .. i cant wait til 2moro! (well later today!) hiiii hillary!!
hillary- Broken x kid: fuck yea, go chelsea el mucho props
lol woot go me go!... thats because of fighting.. well im going to go now.. GOODNIGHT!
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long time, no talk. [29 May 2003|12:22pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | peanut butter jelly time ]

wow, i know im always writing about not writing in a LONG time, but its been like, 3 months, well, since my birthday party but still, that was around march 20th i think...things got a little better from before (yey!) and today, im getting my bellybutton peirced, im in school now, and im very nervous to get it done, eeek! well, ill write more after i get home from the peircing place.. later!

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[04 May 2003|09:17pm]
wow, i havent updated in a while, andi dont feel like it now, so i will later. bye
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[17 Apr 2003|12:23pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | the used...noise and kisses ]

blah.. people in this fucking school are so rude and so fucking dumb!! damn.. im trying to listen to the used.. and people wont turn down their volumes, they aint supposed to have their damn volumes up anyway...GAY ASS PEOPLE.. missy and I are growing apart.. i dont think were friends much anymore..well.. gotta go poke this kid across from me in the fudgin eye!! bye

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[11 Apr 2003|06:39pm]
[ music | get up kids 'the breathing method' ]

i plan on never waking up!!!!!!! >=O

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[09 Apr 2003|08:10pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | no use for a name 'international you day' ]

i cant live like this no more, i cant take being heartbroken like this everyday, if only you knew how much i loved you...

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[02 Apr 2003|12:49pm]
[ music | -none- (im in school) ]

in school... im so bored, i just got done doing this typing shit or w.e anyway... i heard madd people were talkin ish bout me today in schoo... so im pretty mad at that, mad people just LOVE to talk bout people.. their sooo two-faced and ignorant.. well gotta go.... BYE BYE!! <3

i love you missy!! <3
hi jessica!

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[01 Apr 2003|04:31pm]
[ music | linkin park ''somewhere i belong'' ]

you broke my heart, and yes its true. . . i was madly and crazily in love with you. i never got the chance to love so just hush your mouth and send me up above, so stay still my beating heart, and fuckin END ME.. you know your dieing to, and so am i.

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[30 Mar 2003|12:38pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | disturbed 'believe' ]

fucked my ribs up... and they hurt like a bitch.. =(
IT DOESNT FUCKING TICKLE!!!! =(

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[29 Mar 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | T.B.S <3333 ]

fuck these past two weeks.. its all shit..

CUT MY HEART IN HALF AND DISGUARD THE EVIDENCE!!!!!!

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[18 Mar 2003|04:57pm]
today was 0kie.. ILLL SEE YOUS IN BROOK 2MORO! 4 THA PLAY..PEACE
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